Allow me to suggest something this lovely Monday morning? Instead of yelling till your blue in the face or crying out your eyes till the next day, why don't you start to testify about the way Jesus Christ has added flavor to your life? Or have you forgotten the manner in which the LORD has birthed into your life's jaw-dropping curve balls that have made you fall to the floor in and left your flesh unconscious for days?
Now by doing this your showing the enemy that your not going to rest until your eyes see the Lord's blissfulness ... After you say this, in our Heavenly Father's due time you'll finally see God's divine purpose in your life ... All you have to do is believe with your heart and mind, not just with your mouth ... Read, study and believe in this ...
Hebrews 11:6 ~ And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.